For every star in heaven

There’s a sad soul here today.

– Queen, Long Away.

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The end is here at last.

I know it’s the end because I don’t care anymore.

I don’t care who my actions will hurt. After all, they don’t care about me.

I heard it and knew it the other day “fuck her.” I’m an epileptic. He meant he didn’t want anyone to come home and look after me.

He meant if I fell and broke my neck, he didn’t care.

He didn’t care if I died.

Mother just sat there quietly, as always.

Sister. She lit the flame. She never said sorry.

I’m sorry to the online friends I have. The people I loved who never knew me. Rami. Michael. Chris. I hope we meet some day.

But this sad soul is joining the stars. My only friend. The end.